Sunday, February 14, 2010

Too busy... long didn't update my blog...well,there is nothing much to say..i have been busy wit my work cause the place where i work is always busy..they need manpower..haha..well,today is valentine's boss was so good that he ask me to take a break today..gosh!!i was so happy...coz i can get to meet,i got back from work around 1.30 am..went to mamak stall n have my dinner..n was back home before 2.00 am..i slept for 3 hours..and i woke up..i quickly dress up n i rush to church wit my,the road was so clear..i love it!!coz i can speed a bit...haha...before i could even speed,there was a patrol car behind me...and like usual,the officers ask me to pull over...n i did..they check my license,my identity card,and they even check my bike..they try to find any mistake against me,but to bad..haha..i was free to go..haha..i reached my destination around 9,the service was like normal,but i love the sermon..haha...after the service was over,i talk to HER for a while..n something hit me when i was talking to HER...i am not goin to talk about it..well,then she left..n me also..maybe,tis or next week will be my last week at latter rain church..and then...i was on the way home..i stop for a while..and i text her..we were chatting for a while until she stop replying..and then i was wondering what to do today,cause no one is at,i went 'ronda2' with my H..i took my H to many H is my best best best best fren..i share all my problems to my,today H was my valentine..i love my H so much..well,u guys will be wondering who is my H..well here is some pictures of my H...

this is my very best fren..(:

today was vasanth's sis birthday party..i show some of my frens,pattrick ask me,how is HER?i was like..err..she is ok...then he ask when getting married?i said to him,we are just frens now..nothing more then that..she broke up with i can't do anything..then,he was like,what lah you now you single la?yeah,i am single mercedes is gone...):
so sad,but life have to move on..haha..well,what some more to write ah...i sudah pening o..there is one more thing...yesterday,i dream about YOU..

I was working at that time..from no where,you appeared in front of were so tensed up..i can feel that something is wrong..You ask me to follow you said your frens got into a fight and you need my i went with took your car n we shoot drive crazily on the road..i told you many times to slow down,but you just wouldn't listen to me..and then suddenly,you pull over to the side of the road..i asked you said nothing and you ask me to get out from the car...i was ask me to get lost..n i step out form your just drove off just like that...and that time was raining heavily..i was wet..n i was shivering cause it was so cold...i sat under a tree and think what happened to you..well,i thought you were just playing2 with i waited for you to come back,but u didn't..well,i guess it is real now...hmm..):
thats all for now...adios...

Monday, February 1, 2010

My fav song..(:

this song i sang when i was in form 4..its a nice and lovely song..the title of this song is "SONATA MUSIM SALJU" here are the lyrics..

Saat ku merindukan dirimu
Jiwa meronta kau ku damba
Oh gerhanalah seluruh pancaindera

Ku hilang dalam memori cinta
Membakar seluruh jiwa raga
Hanya kau untukku
Kau tiada dua

Bagaikan siang tiada mentari
Bagai malam tiada cahaya purnama
Tanpamu tiada erti hidup berdua
Ke akhir masa kau ku cinta

Bagaikan syurga tanpa bidadari
Kau ibarat hembusan nafas terakhir
Pulanglah sayang usah kau berpaling
Di sini ku pasrah menanti

Dikau bak salju ditiup bayu
Kan rebah di pangkuan bumi
Ku yakini kasih
Restu Illahi

Ku doa kau hadir
Permaisuri mahligaiku
Hidup mati cinta kita bersama

thanks vasanth 4 the video..(:

Someone special....

Here we begin..a story which change my life..a true story..well,lets start..

9 NOV 2009..

it was a monday..around 9,i went to bed because i was so sleepy..i dream about someone..its quite weird,cause i dont even talk to this person..only my sis does..i dream about her..her face keeps on flashing in my mind..something was wrong..but i just ignored it..her name is..hmm..lets call her "M"...

10 NOV 2009..

it was a tuesday..around 5.30 in the morning,i woke up..and i prepare to go to school..i took my school bag n rush to my bike..i start my bike and i left my i was on the to my school,from no where a car appear in front of me..and i was shocked when i noticed the car's number was K.L.M...i was blur for few seconds..after that,i just can't stop thinking about her..i wanted to tell my frens,but they will sure will laugh at me..i kept it to school,i tried to study,but i just can't focus on my work..she keeps appearing in my fren was like.."bro,8 hari lagi dah spm..apa benda u buat?study la.." but i just can't study at the moment..when recess time,i went to my school canteen..i wanted to buy some food to eat..i reach to my wallet n i took out a rm 10 i was about to pay,i noticed the side of the rm 10 note..this is what i saw which suprise me..

i didnt use that money..i kept it..around 1.05 pm,i went i was riding my bike back home,i saw this same car again..once i reached home,i quickly bath and i on my pc..i straight online at facebook..and there she was...she was online at that i chat wit her..i just chat wit her in a normal way..not in a romantic way..while i was chatting with her,i realize i have fallen for her..i try to control myself,but i just can' first,she showed me her blog..i read her blog..she is hurt by her ex..i was trying to comfort her..i tried to make her laugh n we had great time chatting with each other.. i try to express my feeling to her at fb,but i failed cause i was so shy..i was thinking of a way to ask her hp number..i purposely ask her to give me her bro's hp number..and she gave me..and i also ask for her number..and she gave me..i was like jumping here and there..we chat for 3 hours i guess..hehe..then both of us went offline..then,we start to sms each other..
this is went i express my feeling to her..i was afraid she will reject me and will not ever talk to me..but she didnt..she said this"ASK ME OUT LOUD" i asked her..and guess what??? she said "YES!!!!"...I was so happy and i danced crazily in my room..i just can't express how happy was i at that time when she say yes..that night,i told my mum everythng..before i could tell her about me and her,my mum already knew that this will happen...i got a super mum..hehe...that night,i couldn't mind was always thinking about her..

15 NOV 2009...

It was a sunday..i went to church..i saw her..and we talk for the first time..but both of us were mum went and talk to her mum...they talk about that moment i was scared and shy..i think her mum was ok with it..i think so..hehe..and so our relationship went on so well..hehe....until...

27 DEC 2009..11.53 A.M.

She sent me a sms..she said..."dont you think we are too young to couple?"..i asked her why and she reply with some reasons...and i was speechless..i forget what i replied to her..and things went upside down later on..but now we are normal..

well,this is my love life..i know she is hurt badly by her ex..and i know is hard 4 her to forget her ex and to forget the love that she had for him..well,i will be always here for u..cause i really do love you..i dont know who i am to you knwo,but all i can say is that i love you...maybe later if u changed your mind or you have found your dream guy,go for him..dont worry about me..even if you are not mine,i am still happy to know you and shared my love to you..its the most beautiful part of my life..this is a poem for you..

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

i love you M..